Day #2

I ran last night, it felt so good to just go, my husband was home so he stayed and took the boys outside. I was so frustrated my 3 year old just whines and cries for no good reason. I can handle crying but whining makes me crazy! Last night he just wouldn't stop from the minute I picked them up to the time we got home (sometimes this is a daily basis) he just continued whining about what he wanted after I told him no he just wouldn't quit... My husband knew I was frustrated and needed a break, he said just go run it will be fine....

I have never ever claimed to be the perfect person, daughter, wife or mother. There is no book that could ever prepare you for being a parent. Each child is uniquely different and none have the same needs. To hear someone say they are perfect parent or their children are perfect... really... doubtful... but if that's what you see in your eyes then live the blind life someday its gonna smack you hard.

I sometimes get so frustrated with my 3 year old I have to walk away because I don't know what else to do. I know he doesn't understand I get that. But sometimes I think he is doing it on purpose... that's me just having a bad day... he is three... it will get better..... be patient...

As the night went on he had calmed down and wanted papa bears (3 bears) for bedtime that is the routine now he loves it I don't read it from book but from memory and every night he asks papa bears please.. how can I say no to that? :)

This blog has no followers (that I am aware of) I think its fine... I just need to be me and let it out for once. If you do come across feel free to leave a comment. I am not interested in negative comments so move on if that's all you have.

Just starting

I have been following a friends blog for quite sometime now and just recently decided maybe I will give it a try.
I read quite a few blogs in the last few days. Its so interesting to see the places others have gone and the travel and the happy smiles and the marathons its amazing!
I on the other hand have nothing to compare except hope that someday I can give my children what I never had.
My children are very happy little souls they keep me on my toes I have 3 beautiful boys, 8, 3 and 1.
There will be lots of running mentioned, I run everyday and on my days off I walk 4 miles to to keep healthy and sane
Lots of mention of my boys, husband and my lovely family as well.
Well not sure what more to say not even sure anyone will follow me on my journey of finding myself, but maybe just maybe someone will.